Reflection of 2017
2017 was a wonderful year I ever had. In
addition so many tears and drama that occured in this year, but I found a lot
of happiness going on. I found a lot of new friends who really support me and
many listen to my grievances, who accept me as is and although they upset me,
they still can understand me.
In April he came with his family to propose
to me in front of my family. All went well with a little drama that usually
happens in the batak family.. Yeah, I have to keep in mind during my wedding
preparations. I spent a lot of money, energy, emotions, and tears to prepare
for this marriage. I watched during the preparation, many families wanted to
make a profit in the middle of spending this money. There is also a very
indifferent person though they are my close family. One blood but not in one
heart.
Mother? I'm still quarreling all year round.
But I'm getting used to it. I'm starting to think it's normal. Angry,
irritated, yelled, then silent and warm again. That is my cycle with my mom,
LOL.
Lover? he became my husband now. After dating
for three years, it almost broke up many times because of unstable emotion, I
finally chose him as a life partner and we made a vow on 23rd September 2017. Right
after marriage and remembering what has happened, I learned that families do
not always expect a reward for the good that is given to us, which we think a
close family can turn out to be a bitch with all kinds of requests, your
friends you think you love enough , was not willing to take a difficult path to
attend your wedding. They who you think do not care, even came and
congratulated. This year married, basically I do not regret with all the
preparations full of drama. Happy, proud, and grateful. God who enabled me and
my husband to pass through!
and.. yeah..the new year stands before us,
like a chapter in a book waiting to be written. We can help write that story by
setting goals.
By the end of this year I just wish I could
forget all the hurt and learn to continue to be a much better person, For my
husband, my family, and my friends. May be in the next year I may get more
blessings and joy. I hope that in this year to come, I make mistakes. Yes!Mistakes! Because if I’m making
mistakes, then I’m making new things, trying new things, learning, living,
pushing myself, changing myself, changing my world. I’m doing things I've never
done before, and more importantly, I’m doing something..
Dante Coffee, 13.29
